Don't do it, it's not worth it. You have people in your lives who can help you. They love you. And even if they lie about some things, just remember that they live you enough to do that sort of thing. I know this sounds kind of cliche, but think happy thoughts. If you don't like where you've been and what you've done, don't let it get to you. Instead, think about what you're going to do, where you going to go. Don't let the guilt of the past drag you down.
Learn to shut the negativity in your life out. There are people who just want to drag you down. Don't let them. Shut those kind of people out.
God didn't put you on earth for you to suffer. What's going on right now is just a part of your life. Compared to the rest of it, this will look small, irrelevant to your life. Don't let this define who you are. You need to find what makes you happy, and chase it. Chase it down and become the champion of it. Be the best you. You don't have to change yourself to fit in. Don't let TV with all th